Time-Out

Hello everyone.  Sorry I haven't blogged for a while - I took a time-out.  Thanks to everyone for the notes of support and prayers.  I really appreciate it. 

What has happened in the last month?  Well, I totally de-cancered my house!  What does that mean?  Well my sofa bed has been out since last November.  So I folded it up, put all my get well cards away, put my medicine away and tried to make my house to look as normal as possible. 

I also have started radiation.  My treatment is daily Monday through Friday for 5 1/2 weeks.  Currently, I just finished my 4th week.  I only have 1 1/2 weeks left.  The treatments don't hurt at all.  Just hurts to stretch my arm over my head for 15 minutes since I don't have my full range of motion in my left arm yet.  I do get really tired at the end of the day so I usually go to bed around 8pm so I can get plenty of rest.  At the end of the 5 1/2 weeks of radiation I'm pretty much done with my cancer treatments.  After that I will take a pill called Tomaxifin every day for 5 years.  This is like a hormone pill so I think the side effect are minimal. 

After my treatments I finish reconstruction which will take awhile because you have to wait several weeks between steps. 

In the meantime, I have starting working full-time and taking care of my mom on the weekends.  She is doing okay.  She is declining and we are not able to take her out anymore.  Please pray for her.  God is guiding us through this journey.

That's it for now, I will write more later.  Hope you have a day filled with love and laughter!

God Bless You!
Jeanne

The dreams I dream for you are deeper than the ones you're clinging to, more precious than the finest thing you knew and truer than the treasures you pursue.  Let the olds dreams die like stars that fade from view, then take the cup I offer and drink deeply of the dreams I dream for you.   -Avalon-

Unsave the date!

It is with regret that I must inform you, that Jack and I have decided to postpone our wedding. Due to private circumstances we both do not wish to share at this time. We both appreciate your love, prayers and support. We ask that you continue to keep us in your prayers. Sorry for any inconvenience this may have caused.


Love to you all!

Jeanne and Jack

"God doesn't give you anything you can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much." - Mother Teresa

Drum Roll Please....

Okay the exciting news is.... Jack & I set our wedding date!  October 28, 2010!  Yes, in less than 3 months (biting my finger nails).  It is an aggressive date, however I think we've waited long enough (or least I have).  We are planning on a small gathering so unfortunately we will not be able to invite all our friends and family.  Before my surgery I created a wedding website (from the knot) if you'd like to keep up with the details.  I will post the link in the next week or so.

Also, since I'm almost at the end of my cancer treatment journey I will be transforming my blog to the end of my treatment to the start of my new journey with Jack.  I'm not sure of all the details, but I'm looking forward to something new.

So what's the update on my recovery?  Well it's kind of slow, but I'm getting there.  I'm not able to drive so that is limiting.  I will start radiation treatments next week.  I think they will probably be daily for 5-6 weeks, but I'll know for sure after my first appointment.  From what I understand the side effects are minimal so that is good.  Also, I will have several appointments with my plastic surgeon to fill my expander's with saline that were placed in side of me during my surgery.  Looking forward to my new foobs (fake boobs) :)

Thanks for all your love, prayers and support! 
Jeanne

Walking the wall....

That is what my arm exercise is called, "walking the wall".   Turned to the side I extend my left arm straight out till my finger tips touch the wall.  Then I walk the wall with my finger tips as high as I can before my arm gets tight and them I drop it.  I have to do this 50 times per day!  This is so I can get my full range of motion back in my arm.  I think I have  60% back now.    Everyday is improving but it is slow. 

I will see on my oncologist tomorrow to discuss next steps, i.e. radiation (blah blah blah).

I do have some exciting news I will be posting later this week, so stay tuned.

I hope you all have a great day!

Hugs and Blessings to you All!
Jeanne

The Pot Finally Boiled!

Yesterday, the drains finally came out!  Praise the Lord!!! I can't tell you how much better I feel.  Now I have some exercises to do for my left arm so I can gain my full range of motion.  I finally feel like things are moving forward.   To help my recovery I'm going to start walking more outside.  Also, I have to start trying to figure out what clothes I can wear.  I have this rare burning skin issue to deal with where I can only wear certain materials on my skin.  It's getting better, but still there. 

Last night I had two very dear friends, Deb & James, come by last night.  They brought some Chinese food last night and we celebrated.  We had a nice visit, I love them so much. 

Also, earlier in the week I received some cards and gifts it was so sweet.  It really lifted my spirits and kept me going.   Thanks to all you lovely angels for your thoughtfulness may it return to you ten-fold.

Hope you have a wonderful day! God is Good... All the Time!

Hugs to you All!
Jeanne

 

A Watched Pot Never Boils

Tomorrow will be 21 days with these drains!  I'm so ready for them to be out.  They have to be below a certain level before they remove them.  It's like watching a pot boil water.  I noticed the levels are coming down some this weekend so hopefully the drains will come out this week.  I'm doing okay, but I wish I was feeling better.  Or at least further along in my recovery.

I did get out once this week past week for my sister's 30th Wedding Anniversary surprise party.  Her kids did a great job with the party.  So inspiring, all of them.

Well that's about all for now.  Hope you have a great day!
God Bless,
Jeanne

Slow and Steady Wins the Race!

Sorry, I haven't posted in a while.  It's taking some time through this recovery, but I'm getting through it.  Slow and steady wins the race right?  That's what I keep telling myself.  It's day 16 and I still have 2 drains in.  I saw the surgeon yesterday and hopefully it won't be too long before they are out (maybe another week.) 

I got my pathology results last week from my surgeon.  They removed a 2.7 cm tumor from my left breast.  They also removed 11 nodes which one had a microscopic cancer.  The surgeon is very pleased with the surgery.  My official diagnoises is stage II -invasive ductal carcinoma, HER negative.  After I heal I will visit the oncologist and then on the radiation.

I have to say this past week my spirits did decline a bit, but that probably has to do more with not being able to regulate my pain.  My body has drastically changed in the past months it's hard to mentally catch up with the changes too.   I'm feeling hopeful now and ready to move a head.

Okay Jack is calling me to dinner! I think we are having hamburgers! Yum!  Thanks for the words of encouragement!  Keep them coming! :)

Hugs and Blessings to you ALL!
Jeanne

One Step Forward ...two steps back...

I wish I could report that I'm doing well.  I've been having a reaction to the medicine for the last couple of days and last night it just got worse (nausea and vomiting) yuck!  I called the doctor this morning and he took me off all medication except for tylenol.  Through this whole process I'm finding my body doesn't tolerate to many medicines so it's been difficult. 

I am offering up all this for you my friends and family.  May we all grow closer to Jesus.

Hugs and Blessings!
Jeanne

"It is not by sidestepping or fleeing from suffering that we are healed, but rather by our capacity for accepting it, maturing through it and finding meaning through union with Christ, who suffered with infinite love"  John Paul II, Encyclical Spe salvi

Hi - It's me Jeanne

Hi Everyone,

Just wanted to sign-in and say "thank you" for all your prayers, love and encouragement through my surgery and recovery.   Jack has been reading your notes to me.  They mean so much to me, you have no idea.

I'm still a little weak, but I wanted to let you know I appreciate all the emails, facebook notes, cards and phone calls.

Thanks to my sistah Tina for updating my blog while I was out.  I will write more later when I feel a little better. 

Hugs and Blessings to You
Jeanne

Recovery Update :)

Good evening friends. It's me, Tina.  :)  I wasn't going to post, but I have had people ask me how Jeanne is doing.  :) So thought I would give you a quick update. Jeanne is doing quite well. She even said, she wasn't as sore as she thought she was expecting to be. She gets a lil nasuea, but meds are taking care of that quick! Other than that, she is resting and has read her blog, emails, and Facebook posts. She is still not quite up to par, and is tired to respond to each of you. But your warm wishes and love is truely helping her recovery. Jeanne appreciates each of you so very much.

I just wanted to add, since I am caring for my mom full time while Jeanne recovers and I can't spend the time I would like to helping Jeanne out, I too appreciate each of you with your prayers for Jeanne.  :)

May God bless each of you and your families. Psalm 107:1 "Give thanks to the Lord who is good, whose love endures forever."

Peace out.
Tina

Surgery Update

Good evening friends. It's me Tina. I just got an update from Jack and he said that Jeanne sailed through both surgeries fine. She is in recovery at this time, resting and doing well. Thank you so much for your prayers today. I know my sister is in awe by all your love and encouragement during this journey of hers. Isn't this how life should be? Lifting each other up in prayer, in good times and not so good times.  :)

I know at this point in her blogs, Jeanne likes to leave a positive scripture here. Well I just hurried up and settled down in the recliner with my feet up and the lap top to give you an update and the only thing in my reach (without getting up) is what I have been reading. The South Beach Diet.  :)  Fiber: Fiber is the Mainstay of the South Beach Diet. Dietary Fiber is what our grandmothers referred to as "roughage". Most fiber comes from the structual part of plants: The outer skin, stem and leaves.  :D

Ok, I can probably do a lil better than that. ;) May God continue to bless each of you and your families and keep you strong in your faith, so that we may understand the true love of neighbor, which is inseperable from love for God.

Until tomorrow. Peace out.
Tina

Testing...Testing....It's me Tina...not Jeanne :)

Good evening friends. Jeanne has asked me, Tina (her sister) to update her blog during her recovery. That's a big task considering I am not computer savy!  ;) So I thought I would test it out while Jeanne is coherant! Altho, she is busy getting ready for surgery tomorrow, so she may not being paying attention...Oh this can be fun!!   :-D  

Ok...I will be in touch tomorrow. May everyone have a wonderful evening.

I know Jeanne appreciates your prayers, thoughts, wishes and love more than you will ever know. We shall all pray for a peaceful recovery.

Tootles.
Tina

Tomorrow! Tomorrow! (In my Annie voice)

Okay tomorrow is the day of my surgery! I can't believe it's finally here!  Jack will be taking me to the hospital about 8 a.m. my surgery is scheduled at 10:30 a.m.  The surgery will last about 5 1/2 hours and I will stay one night in the hospital.  Tina, my sister, will be updating my blog while I'm out to keep you updated.  Thanks sistah!

How am I'm feeling?  A little bit of everything:  excited, scared, anxious, etc.  What is going to get me through is my constant focus on Jesus, my trust in Him, and your prayers.  So that brings to me to say "thank you" again for all your prayers, love and support.  You are teaching me how to be supportive, loving and most of all a prayer warrior.

Yesterday, I finally got my hair colored.  For the first time in a while I'm starting to feel like a normal person.  Thanks again to my 3 angels who made this possible for me.  (see picture below)

Well that's about it! We are finally on the last leg of this journey and soon I will be starting another.  Jack and I planning to get married in October of this year.  We are confirming the date after my surgery/recovery.  My love for him has grown stronger and I feel so blessed to have him in my life.

So my friends many hugs, blessings and love to all of you!   God is Good...All the Time!
Jeanne

Let nothing disturb you, Let nothing frighten you, All things pass away:  God never changes.  Patience obtains all things.  He who has God finds he lacks nothing; God alone suffices.  St. Teresa of Avila

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Angels Among Us!

It's Saturday morning and my mom is sleeping soundly on the sofa next to me.  It's giving me time to reflect on how blessed I am.  Wonderful family and friends.

This week was wild with all the appointments for my surgery.  After a trip to Walgreen's I'll be pretty much set for surgery on July 12th.  The reality is setting in, I'm going to be cancer free in one week! (God willing).

I also had a very nice surprise from three women this week, they call themselves the "three amigos"!  I was talking with them about my salt and pepper hair and how a school girl called Jack my "son"!  That was the last straw!  I told the amigos I need to color my hair soon.  One of the amigos said they knew someone specializing coloring women's hair who has gone through Chemo.  She took a picture of my hair and asked this stylist if she can color my hair.  Well one of the 3 amigos had an appointment scheduled for July 10th so she gave up her appointment for me so I can have my hair done before my surgery!  They also purchased gift certificate for me!  I cried when I read the email about this special gift.  So officially I am renaming them "The Three Angels"!  Thank you doesn't seem to be enough for My Three Angels - Rosi, Nancy and Penny. O:-)  O:-)  O:-)

In closing, I want to thank all the people serving in our military (past, present and future), without them freedom would no be possible in America.  God Bless our troops!

Blessings and Hugs to All!
Jeanne

Back to the Future!

Today was a really long day - had my appointment at the hospital did all my pre-op work (blood test, EKG, chest Xray, signed my admit papers, had my interview with the nurse)  I was there almost all day!!!  Because it took so long I missed one other appointment so I had to reschedule for tomorrow.

Okay, I think most of you has seen the movie Back to the Future? If you haven't, so sorry you may not get what I am saying *smile*! Picture "Doc" the scientist in the movie, very serious with that crazy hair? Well that is my surgeon! He is so great, love him! My appointment with my surgeon went well and we are all set for July 12th. The total operation will be about 5 hours long. (Yikes). He said it will seem like a minute for me, but longer for the others who will be waiting.

Hope you have a fantastic July 4th.  I don't have any plans, just a quiet day with Jack.  I'm thankful all the people (past, present and future) in our military who has protected our country!  We are so blessed!

God Bless You!
Jeanne

Anticipation

Sorry, I haven't updated this blog in a while....

So here is the update on my health situation:  On July 12th I will have my surgery.  Pray the pathology results come in "cancer free".  The surgery is scheduled at St. Josephs and I will probably be there a   1-2 days.  My recovery period is around 4-6 weeks.  This week I have several appointments to prepare for surgery.  I'm feeling pretty good right now, just dealing with all the little side effects of the chemo.  Which is nothing compared to actually having chemo.  I will keep you updated in the coming days up to my surgery.

So what have I been doing this past few weeks?  Well, I've been working part time and staying with my mom.  My mom is doing well, she is sleeping a lot these days.

I kept faith, even when I said, "I am greatly afflicted!"  Psalms 116:10


Have a fantastic week! Thanks for all the well wishes, prayers, love and encouragement!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
Jeanne

Inspiration!

This week is so much better than last week.  I don't know what happen last week but my energy level went way down and it took several days to snap out of it.  This week I feel so much better.  Praise God!

I'm working 3 half days this week!  I don't believe I posted this information before, but as I was going through Chemo I applied for a new position within my company.  It's a position I've wanted for over a year if not longer.  It's an analyst/project management type of postion - the formal title is Information Management Specialist.  I wanted it so bad.  So when I heard about it, I had to apply.  For the interview I slapped on my wig and mustered every ounce of energy to get through it.  Well I must have done something right, because I got the job!!!  It's very exciting going into work doing something you like.

On another note, (changing gears - keep up people) when I first was diagnosed with breast cancer I joined the American Cancer Society - Cancer Survivor Network.  There is wealth of information on there.  But the community boards are amazing.  The people on the Cancer Survior Network are so inspirational.  You can share anything about you illness and they know exactly what you're talking about.  It makes you feel normal.  So if you know of anyone who might benefit feel free to pass this information along: http://csn.cancer.org/csnhome

This week June 3, is my moms birthday!!! She'll be 76.  When I asked her where she wanted to go for her birthday, she said "Jackson" of course.  LOL  So that is where we'll be on Thursday!  She is amazing my mom, love her!

Hope you have a great week!
Hugs and Blessings to All!

Oh before I sign off want to thank some special people who sent me some pretty fantastic cards!  You know who you are!  They are so uplifting, they really help me get through this journey.  I also enjoy the comments & emails when you're able to reply they are like a shot of energy! And last but not least the silent prayers in your heart I'm eternally grateful. I truly am blessed!

To Pooped to Party...

Today I had an appointment with my oncologist.  He said everything seems to be tracking along.  He did say he will call the surgeons to see if they can move up my surgery date.  Because we are trying to schedule 2 surgeons for the same date, it's a little more difficult.  Anyway we will see what happens, for now my surgery is scheduled for July 12th.  While I was there I got my port flushed out, it was nice to see my oncologist nurse, Sally.  I brought by some oatmeal cookies to the chemo patients (courtesy of HPSJ) who seemed to really appreciate them. It was packed today, they were busy!

It seems these past few days I've had no energy.  I feel like I can lay down and just sleep.  Which I will probably do after I post this blog.

Hope everyone has a nice week!
Hugs and Blessings to All!
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God's timing is perfect...

God's timing is perfect is what I need to keep repeating to myself.  My surgery is set for July 12th!  When I first heard that date, I have to say I was little disappointed that it is a month and half away.  But God has a plan and I'm here to follow it.  So lets go!

Overall I'm feeling better, but I think these past few days I may have over done it.  Yesterday was not that great of a day.  Today, I'm hoping is a little better.

Tomorrow i will be seeing my oncologist. We will probably discuss my progress and go over my remaining side effects of the chemo.  I will also get my port flushed out, which you need to do every 4 weeks if your not using it.

Hope everyone has a great day!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Busy Busy Busy!

Stayed with mom this weekend and will go home on Monday.  Mom is doing good, she sleeps most of day. 

Monday I will go into work for a half day.  This week I will be meeting with my surgeon and oncologist.  Hopefully, I will have my surgery date sometime this week.  I'll keep you posted. 

I started walking tonight so I can regain my strength.  I get fatigue quickly, I need to build my resistance back.  The walk was refreshing. 

Today was Pentecost Sunday.  Even though I wasn't able to attend Mass I spent quiet time meditating on the Holy Spirit and how His grace is helping me through this journey. 

When the day of Pentecost had come, they were all together in one place. And suddenly a sound came from heaven like the rush of a mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. And there appeared to them tongues as of fire, distributed and resting on each one of them.  Acts 2:1-3

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Tick Tock!

Time is ticking along!  So much to do before surgery.  Which I still don't have a date yet.  There is a lot of cordination with schedules and then there is the authorization process with the insurance company!

It looks like I will be having my mastectomy and reconstruction at the same time.  I am relieved!

I've been able to go into work a few hours this past week.  I'm just easing into to it.  I'm not completely 100%, every day is better and better.  I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel!

I thought I'd post a picture of how my hair is growing back.  I can't believe how gray and wavy my hair is!  This is called Chemo Curls and from what I'm told your hair eventually comes back to normal (whatever that is).  I still wear a wig or hat in public, because it does look freaky.

Blessings and Hugs to All!

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Prelim Results

Okay I just got back from seeing my surgeon and I have to tell you my mind is swimming with information.

First off, my surgeon said my tumor has dramatically reduced in size and he was very pleased.  Praise GOD!  Thanks to all of you for your prayers and support! <:-P

After talking to my surgeon several times about my options....I've prayed/thought/researched this for 5 months; I decided to have a double mastectomy with reconstruction.  If possible this can be done all at one time, however it depends on my radiation treatments.  I will be meeting with a plastic surgeon and radiologist in the coming week to discuss my options.

My surgeon says my surgery cannot be scheduled until 1 month after my last chemo which was April 29, so this means my surgery will probably be the 1st-2nd week of June.

I'm so happy about the results of the MRI, it makes all the chemo treatments worth it! Even though I know Jesus is with me no matter what happens, it was nice to hear these positive results.  Hugs and love to all of you who supported and prayed for me every step of the way!  >:D<

Commit your way to the LORD; trust that God will act.  Psalm 37:5


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Say a little prayer...

So here's the "skinnie minnie" my MRI test results will not be ready till Tuesday so I had to reschedule my surgeon appointment for Tuesday (5/11) of next week!  UGH!  Stay tuned....

I had my MRI appointment yesterday.  It went well.  I had the same tech who did it last time, I remembered because her name was "Jeannie" :)   I had a little apprehension because I had to lay down on my stomach and I didn't know how I would do that with the port on my chest.  Then I forgot about the IV (yikes) they give you in the arm.  Because of the chemo it's hard to get a good vein.   Usually, I drink water before to plump up my veins, but I didn't do it that afternoon. Doh! (By the way, that's a good tip if you didn't already know, drink lots of water before giving blood or having an IV).  Jeannie was a little nervous because she could not find a good vein.  She almost put it in the vein by my wrist because that was the only good vein she could fine.  Those veins usually are painful.  I told her try my arm again because I said a prayer.  She looked again and "voila" there it was!  No problems with the IV - it was almost painless.  

Jeannie then was nervous about my port.  I told her I said another prayer and she said well your 1 for 1.  So when I was face down on the plateform my port was no trouble at all.  I think she was amazed.  So we are almost homefree, except now I was concerned about me having a "hot flash" while I was getting my MRI.  Sometimes when I have a hot flash it almost feels like I can't breath if I don't cool down right away.  I lay face down and I have to be perfectly still for about 30-45 minutes.  I said another prayer.  Jeannie said I will turn on the fans inside the MRI machine, hopefully you'll be okay.  This time I was amazed, because when I sleep at night I have the fan on me all night and I still get hot flashes all the time.  I didn't have one hot flash while having the MRI.  YEAH!  God is GOOD!  I hope the results are just as good! :)

I can't tell you how nice it was not to have to go to chemo on Thursday.  I'm starting to feel a little better every day.  My oncologist nurse, Sally called me today to tell me she missed me yesterday.  I told her I missed her, but not having Chemo.  That was so thoughtful of her to call me, we definitely are going to keep in touch.

Thanks everyone for sending such nice emails, cards and comments (keep them coming! *wink*) you have no idea how much that lifts my spirits.

Well I want to close today by saying "Happy Mothers Day" to all the moms out there!  You are so special you have no idea!  In fact, I think Mom's should have more than one day a year to celebrate!
I will be spending Mother's day with my mom on Sunday! We are so blessed to have her with us still. :)

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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I Graduated!!!

Today I finished my last Chemo Treatment!!! Praise the Lord!  They gave me a certificate "Pink Heart Award - Successfully Completed Chemotherapy" so cute.  I'm very excited!!  It's gonna be nice to return back to semi-normal in the coming weeks while preparing for surgery.  After surgery it's nothing but blue skies!  GOD is GOOD! All the Time!!!!

Commit your way to the LORD; trust that God will act!  Psalms 37:5 

Hugs and Blessings to You!
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Last Call!

Tomorrow is my last chemo treatment!!! Yeah!!! I can't believe it!  Can you believe I've been having these treatments since November???  It seems like this day would never come.  Even though I have one more week of side effects, I think I can get through it knowing it's the last one. 

You would think I would want to look back and reflect, but quit frankly I don't think I can do that right now.  Now I'm looking a head to the next step - "surgery".

On Thursday, May 6, I will have another MRI to see how much the tumor has shrunk.  Hopefully, it will just be dead tissue.  The following day I will meet with my surgeon to go over my results and schedule my surgery.

These past couple of weekends I've been staying with my mom.  Even though it's been kinda hard, it's been nice spending time with her.  I miss her very much.

Have a wonderful week!  Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Only one Treatment Left!

Today I had my 11th Treatment, only 1 more to go! I did talk to my Dr. and he said I making good progress. However, the side effects are getting progressively worse, which is normal. Right now my Saturday - Tues are my worst days. For the conversion of sinners and the souls in purgatory.


Which brings me to the topic the first book I was able to read since starting Chemo, "No Turning Back, A Witness to Mercy" by Father Donald Calloway. This book is fantastic and highly recommend to anyone who has an unruly child. He TOTALLY believes in praying for the conversion of sinners because he converted to be Catholic and became a Catholic priest. He never knew one thing about the Catholic Church. He first learned about the Catholic Church through Mary, Our Blessed Mother. He said she totally brought him to Jesus and the Catholic Church. His journey is unbelievable and really would make a great movie. It's similar to Fr. Corapi. Anyway, I believe his prayers helped my conversion back in 1994. You can purchase his book on Amazon.

On a different note the NFL draft is on right now. I can’t believe we are starting the draft, I’m still basking in glow of the Superbowl.



Hope you have a great week! I will try to post if I feel good! Until then thanks for all your words of encouragement, prayers and cards!


Blessings and Hugs to All!

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This is the day!

This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad!  That is what popped in my head the first thing this morning.  It made me smile.

Today went into work for a few hours, it was nice to see everyone and get caught up to speed on what was happening with our company.  It was nice to see the new projects coming up, I look forward to be part of it as soon as I return back to work.  Tonight a special lady at work had arranged dinner for Jack and I.  It was very nice and we enjoyed it very much.  Yummy!

This weekend I will be spending it with Mom, looking forward to seeing her.  She is doing good, sleeping alot, but doing good.

Hope you have a great weekend!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Confirmation Day!!

To all the Confirmation students:   May the gifts of the Holy Spirit enter into your hearts and transform your life!!!   What a very special day I hope you remember it always!

Love to you always!  I have been praying for you and will continue to pray for you in the future.  You are very special and I will not forget you!  God is good ALL THE TIME!  All the time, GOD IS GOOD!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Brett Farve?

Okay so Jack thinks my hair looks like Brett Farve 8-|   He would rather see me in a cap than my wig.   But he says I'm beautiful either way..."good answer" :P   Right now it has the salt and pepper look.  I'm just glad it's growing back. :D  However, I'm not ready to go into the public without a hat or my wig.  But that day is coming soon! Yippy! :D

So this week I'll be calling my surgeon to schedule my surgery which will be sometime in May.  After my last chemo treatment, I will be having another MRI.  I will keep you posted on the exact dates.

On another note, I don't know if any of you saw the Masters golf tournament.  It was so nice to see Phil Michelson win.  Jack and I totally can relate to what he is going through.  His wife and mother currently have breast cancer and are undergoing treatment.  Jack and I were just talking about how important it is to concentrate on positive things and not dwell to much on this illness.  Which is hard to do.  Phil said the to win the Masters is so special on so many levels.   Jack hasn't won the Masters, but to have something so positive to celebrate is awesome.

Hope you have blessed day!
Hugs and Blessings to All! >:D<
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White Blood Count 8.0 !!!!

Thanks to all of your for your prayers, my white blood count was up to 8.0!!! Praise God!  I was super excited today about this news!!  Almost as excited when the Saints won the superbowl (well maybe not that excited) Woot! Woot!

On another note, my hair is growing back!!!  The hair on my head is growing back however, it's looking a little more gray than I like.  But from what I understand the dark hair will come in a little later.  Needless to say I will be watching this like a hawk. :)

Okay that's about it!  Have an awesome day!  I know my day was great today - thanks to you!!!!

Hugs and Blessings to You!
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Treatment #9 of 12

Well it's that time of the week again - treatment number 9 of 12.   I felt good Thursday and Friday, but Saturday through Tuesday not so much.  Today, I actually feel like a semi-human again.  

Please pray that my white blood count is above 2.0 so I can have my treatment tomorrow.  I'll let you know how it went on Thursday when I get home from chemo.

Oh I completely forgot, wanted to let my HPSJ friends know that I got my daffodils at my last treatment.  For those who don't know the American Cancer Society has an annual fundraiser called Daffodil Days to collect money to buy bouquets of daffodils for patients undergoing chemo.  This gesture is really nice and uplifting for the patients.  I saw first hand the smiles on patients recieving their flowers.  So a great big shout out of thanks to Nancy R and Rosi being involved in this endeavor.  Here is a link with the information if your interested in contributing Daffodil Days

Hugs and Blessings to All
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Easter Blessings

I hope you all had a nice Easter.  Tina's family, my mom and Roseline came over yesterday for Easter lunch.  Jack BBQ'd steaks, it was really nice.  Afterwards, while everyone else played cards, mom and I took naps. 

Today I'm still tired, so I will be taking it easy today....

Have a nice day everyone!
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May the Risen Lord reign in your hearts!

Good Friday!

Well yesterday's treatment was 8 of 12 only 4 more to go!  YEAH!  However, the doctor was concerned that my white blood cell (WBC) count droped from my range of 7.1-6.3 to 2.5.  If next week my white blood count is below 2.0 I may have to skip my treatment.  So please pray that it doesn't go below 2.0! 

So now I have to especially careful I don't get any kind of infection this week.  I told them this Friday I HAVE to go see the Passion Play at my Church.  They said I can go as long as I'm careful. :)  Don't sit by anyone sick, blah blah blah...

I hope everyone has a beautiful Good Friday!  Especially at 3:00 PM today remember that Jesus died for us! I am so humbled!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Holy Thursday

"But if I washed your feet...then you must wash each other’s feet." (John 13:14)

Today we remember how the Lord washed the feet of the Apostles and tonight we remember the Lords Supper!  A gift that God has given all of us, if we can accept it.

I am the living bread that came down from heaven; whoever eats this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world."  The Jews quarreled among themselves, saying, "How can this man give us (his) flesh to eat?"  Jesus said to them, "Amen, amen, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you do not have life within you. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him on the last day.Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me and I in him. Just as the living Father sent me and I have life because of the Father, so also the one who feeds on me will have life because of me. This is the bread that came down from heaven.  
Unlike your ancestors who ate and still died, whoever eats this bread will live forever." These things he said while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum. Then many of his disciples who were listening said, "This saying is hard; who can accept it?" Since Jesus knew that his disciples were murmuring about this, he said to them, "Does this shock you? What if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before? It is the spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail. The words I have spoken to you are spirit and life. But there are some of you who do not believe." Jesus knew from the beginning the ones who would not believe and the one who would betray him. And he said, "For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted him by my Father." As a result of this, many (of) his disciples returned to their former way of life and no longer accompanied him.  (John 54:66)
 
Get Ready for Treatment 8 of 12 today!  Thanks to all for your prayers and support!  Love and Hugs to you all!
 
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A day of Preparation...

Wednesday the day before treatment, a day of preparation -J ack and I always go to the store make sure we have enough food and medicine.  Clean the house, wash the clothes, etc.

Today we will also be preparing for Easter as everyone will be coming to my house for Easter this year.  I've held Easter at my house for the past 3 years.  I love Easter, such a beautiful time to celebrate.  We have much to celebrate.  We are keeping it simple, BBQ steaks, asparagus, baked potato, salad and lots of desserts!  Jack will be much of the cooking, which he loves.

Even though my bones and musceles ache, I'm trying not to let it get me down.  I just take a lot of breaks. *wink*. 

Holy Week Reflection:  Today we remember that Judas paid 30 pieces of silver to betray Jesus.  Let us ask for deeper repentance today.

Hugs and Blessings to All!
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Holy Week

On Friday, I laid out all my plans and didn't accomplish any of them. I didn't feel that great on Friday, Saturday and Sunday.  Oh well, that's all part of it, right? I gave it to the souls of purgatory and the conversion of sinners. 

It's Holy Week this week, my favorite time of the year to meditate more fully on the Stations of the Cross.  To enter more deeply into the magnitude of what Christ did for all of us (and for me).  

Every year for the past 7 years (I think) I've directed the Passion Play of Our Lord Jesus Christ with the youth at my Church, St. Patricks.  It is one of my greatest joys.   Some of these kids have been in the Passion Play for several years.  All these kids are really dedicated and awesome to be around.  My nephews Robert and Justin, and my neice Sarah have participated in this play over the years.   Because of my illness this year, my nephew Justin has volunteered to direct the Passion Play this year.  To say that I'm so proud is an understatement! I'm so excited to see the Passion Play this Friday.

 If you'd like to come out to experience the greatest story ever told The Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ, please do!  It's this Friday at 6:00 PM at St Patricks Church (19399 East State Highway 120, Ripon CA)


May Christ reign in your hearts this week in a special way!
 
Blessings & Hugs to All!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

A Facelift

I thought I change the format of my blog, give it a little facelift!  Well today, I'm going to the dentist! Fun :)  I got to go to grocery store today too.  Jack is at work, so I thought I cooked tonight.  Wish me luck! LOL

Hope you have a fantastic day!

God Bless, love and hugs!
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If I am not doing the works of my Father, then do not believe me; but if I do them, even though you do not believe me, believe the works, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me and I am in the Father."  John 10:37-38

Getting Ready for Treatment #7 of 12

Okay here is the short update:

1.  Tomorrow I will have treatment #7 of 12.  :D
2.  Looks like my hair is trying to grow back.  :)
3.  I cracked another tooth, I have a dentist appointment this Friday.   I really dislike going to the dentist, I hope this new dentist is gentle. :)

That's all there is to report today!

"Blessed are you, O Lord, the God of our fathers, praiseworthy and exalted above all forever; And blessed is your holy and glorious name, praiseworthy and exalted above all for all ages.  Daniel 3:52

A Quiet Sunday

Today just hung out with mom and rested.  Tina and Robert made breakfast for us which was really nice.  Father Peter came by to visit this evening.  We had a very nice conversation with him.  We also prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet which was beautiful.  May God continue to bless Father Peter, we are so blessed to have him in our Parish.

Hugs and Blessings to All!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Just Visiting

I'm staying this weekend with my mom.  Today, we went to visit my sister Rose.  We also stopped by to visit my Grandma and Aunt Doris.  Mom enjoyed today, however, right now she is fast alseep in her chair. 

Today I feel good too.  On the day of my treatment I cracked my tooth and now it feels a little sore.  I need to figure out how to get that fix now.  Ugh!

Hope you had a wonderful weekend!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Chemo Doc Appt Today

So while I was getting my chemo treatment today, I had an appointment with my doctor.  He is pleased with the progress.  The tumor is shrinking but still there.  He said there is about a 50% chance when I get my next scan that the tumor could be just dead tissue.  (The next scan will be a week after my last treatment which will be at the end of April)

He also said that even if the tumor maybe just dead tissue I will still get a mastectomy with an axillary lymph node disection, because of the size of my tumor and that there were clusters around the tumor and location.  I'm okay with all that, because this will give some peace time later down the road.

So all is good.  My side affects continue to annoy me, but I'm praying my way through it.  So glad today was with the 6th treatment!  Half way there!

Thanks to all you! Hugs and Blessings to All
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Normal?

I just realized I haven't updated my blog for a while. 

Last week I had a great week, I almost felt normal.  I worked 2 half days at work, I had lunch with a friend, went grocery shopping, enjoyed a visit with my mom did a little gardening and hosted a Sunday night dinner.  Actually on Sunday, Sarah (my neice) and Michael (her boyfriend) came over and made tacos at my house.  My sister Tina and Sister-inlaw Connie filled in with the side dishes, I just sat and watched (which was nice).   So I really didn't do much.

Last Saturday it all hit me, I tried to do to much to soon I guess.  But I felt good and I did it, I don't regret it.   Oh well.  Late today I'm starting to come out of it, but tomorrow I start again with my next treatment. Tomorrow it's Treatment No 6 of 12! Half way there! 

Thank you for all your support and prayers!  If you'd like to come by for a visit, I'm open for visitors.

Hugs and Blessings to All!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Friday

Today is Friday...no meat today.   Because my taste buds are all over the place I have no idea what to eat everyday. 

It's the day after my treatment #4 and so far it's okay.  Just annoying side effects.   I was thinking about the positives and here they are (not in any particular order):
1) I haven't had to shave my legs or under my arms in 3 months. 
2) Saving money not buying any hair products, plus saving time doing my hair
3) No monthly periods for 3 months
4) I just put gas in my car for the first time yesterday since November. (Saving on Gas money too!)
5) Enjoying spending time with Jack.

Hope you have a great day today!

Hugs and Blessings to All!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Here is a picture of Jack and I taken a couple of years ago.  I miss my hair.

A New Day

Today is a new day!  My reflection today:

For I will restore you to health; of your wounds I will heal you, says the LORD - Jeremiah 30:17

Getting ready for treatment #4 of 12.  To say I want it to be over already, is an under statement! But when I focus on our Lord and pray he shields me from my fears and anxiety.  Today I will be taking this picture with me:

It is the image of the Jesus, most commonly know as the "Divine Mercy" image.    The red and white rays coming from this image stands for the blood and water poured out for us on the cross for our sins. The message given to this image is "Jesus I Trust in You".  The whole message for the focus of Divine Mercy is to Trust In Jesus and his mercy.  Here is some more history regarding this image:
http://thedivinemercy.org/message/history/

Hope you have an awesome day!
Hugs and Blessings to All
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Staying Positive

Hey all still at moms, going home on Tuesday.  Staying positive dispite these anoying side effects to personal to discuss here. 

Mom has been good she likes to watch the game show network channel 24/7, ...I think I've seen every "deal or no deal" episode which is her favorite. :)

Had some nice visits from our cousins this weekend, which was really nice.

Hope you have a fantastic day.   Here is the lenton scripture for today:

"Be compassionate, as your Father is compassionate." (Luke 6:36)

Hugs and Blessings to All
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Have a Great Weekend!

I'll be spending this weekend with my mom, looking forward to spending time with her.  I'm doing good after this last treatment just some minor side effects that are more annoying but not serious.

Thanks to everyone for their prayers and encouragement.  I really appreciate it so much!

Hugs and blessings to all!
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Good Day!

Had a very nice day today!  Lunch with Nancy M, always fun!  Then Delia came over after work for a nice visit.  Enjoyed spending time with friends, I am truely blessed!  I don't have these good days very often so I took advantage. :)

Another thing I got done today was filing my taxes!  Yeah.  It's done!

Getting ready for treatment #3 of 12 tomorrow. 

Hope you're having a great day!

Hugs and Blessing to All
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Quiet Weekend

This weekend was a quiet weekend.  My mom, sisters and nephews came by for a visit.  It was nice to spend time with family.  What did you do this weekend?

Feeling okay, just have the achy bones. 

Hope everyone has a nice day.

Hugs and Blessing to all!
JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com

Olympics

Are you watching the Olympics?  I'm obsesssed!  Because I don't sleep very well, I've been staying up late to watch the Olympics.  Men's Figure skating was so exciting! Evan Lyaseck so awesome taking the Gold for the USA.  Also, Shawn White (USA) taking gold on the snowboard half-pipe.  I don't know much about this sport, but you could tell his performance was far superior to the rest.

When I went to my treatment today I told the lady who sticks my finger to check my blood that she'd been doing gold performance up until today it was a bronze.  She said she would work on it for next week.  We had a good laugh.

My Treatment today didn't even make the medal plateform, I didn't feel well today.  Oh well...

Hugs and Blessings to all!
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Treatment No. 2

Today is treatment no. 2 and guess what?  I forgot to take my pre-Med last night.  Ugh!  Now I have to call this morning to see if I can still come in for my treatment or schedule for tomorrow.   I need to set an alarm to remind me about that medicine!

Anyway got to visit with some work friends yesterday.  So nice to see everyone, I really miss them.  They all told me it's too quiet there without me.  Imagine that? :)

I created a new email address so if you want to send a note and you are having trouble posting a comment you can send an email.  I do have another personal email address, I'm still using that too I just don't want to publish it.  :)  The email address is, ready (got the pen?):  JeanneSaintsFan@aol.com (cute huh).    Okay I wonder who will send me my first email.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Fatigued

Okay the past couple of days I've been very fatigued.  It's really been unpredictable.  Oh well...

Getting ready to start lent.  Been thinking...what can I give up for lent?  Really, I have to give something else up?  :)  Think maybe I"ll try not to complain. :)

It's Mardi Gras today in New Orleans, they are really living it up over there.

Miss you all!  Hugs and Blessings!

Not Bad

Okay it's the day after my taxol chemo treatment and it's not that bad.  The only side effects are extreme hot flashes.  My checks on my face are also very hot to the touch.  This is WAY better than it was before.  I have a little fatigue, but it's probably because I was so anxious about this treatment.

Looking forward to watching the Olympics tonight.   

Still watching all the videos on the Saints (can't get enough).  I think I've watch the rerun of that game 10 times.

Hugs and Blessings to all encouraging me and praying for me. 

Week 1 of 12

Well tomorrow (thur) I am starting my taxol chemo treatments (1 per week for 12 weeks).   I'm praying the side effects aren't as bad as the previous treatments.  I really don't want to go and quite frankly I'm being a baby about it.  Today as were driving toward the clinic to have my blood drawn, I started to feel nausea.  Yuck.  Lord have mercy.

I'm still in 7th heaven about the Saints winning the superbowl.  I've been reading all the articles at NOLA.com, viewing all the videos, too fun.  The Saints winning the Superbowl and Mardi Gras in full swing - New Orleans is rockin for sure.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

World Champions!!! New Orleans Saints!!!

Oh my goodness, I am beyond excited about the fact that the New Orleans Saints beat the Colts to win the Superbowl.    Okay, I have to review what I felt were the highlights of the game were...

Unsong Hero - Garrett Hartley who kicked 3 field goals each over 40 plus yards to keep the Saints alive in the first half of the game.

The Onside Kick in the 3rd Quarter that surpised us all when the Saints came up with the ball.  Oh my gosh that was a fantastic play!

Drew Brees completed 38 out of 42 passes.  Unbelieveable!  2 Touch down passes.

The nail in the coffin - Interception for a touchdown by Tracy Porter. 

It was a nail biter and a great game.  I was just so happy that the Saints made it to the Superbowl, for them to win is beyond anything.  New Orleans and the whole gulf coast is gonna remember this game forever.  I know I sure will. 

Hugs to All!  Who Dat! NO BODY!

Groundhog Day

Yesterday, I visited my surgeon who said he spoke with my oncologist who are advising that I need 12 more weeks of Chemo before my surgery.  The tumor has shrunk but it's less than average than they'd like.     The next treatment I will receive is a drug named Taxol, which has less side effects.  I will received 12 treatments once a week.  The treatments last around 1-2 hours.  I will probably find out what side effects I will endure during the 1-2 weeks of treatment.  A lot of people who have received this type of treatment say the side effects are not that bad.  Let's pray thats true for me.  

Finally, draw your strength from the Lord and from his mighty power.  Ephesians 6:10

On another note, my sister Tina's father inlaw passed away early this week.  I pray that his soul enters the kingdom of heaven on angels wings.

Also, the Confirmation Retreat is this weekend and pray the Holy Spirit reigns in each heart in a very special way.  So many people work so hard to put on this retreat for the kids, it's really a sacrifice of love.

So the past couple of days my mom has been staying with me, Jack has been taking care of both of us.  He's so patient and caring.  (poor guy). 

Hugs and blessings to All!

Hanging Out...

Just been hanging out with my mom this week at my house.  I still have some of the side effects of my last chemo, but every day its better.   But I'm hanging in there.

My Catholic faith, family and friends have been extremely comforting during this trying time.  As a Catholic, we believe in the Communion of Saints so not only are you praying for me, but the Saints and my family in heaven on praying for me too.  So comforting you have no idea.

Looking forward to the superbowl this weekend!  Jack and I will be glued to the TV that's for sure!  Geaux Saints!

Hugs and blessings to All!

Trial by fire...

Beloved, do not be surprised that a trial by fire is occurring among you, as if something strange were happening to you. But rejoice to the extent that you share in the sufferings of Christ, so that when his glory is revealed you may also rejoice exultantly.   1 Peter 12:13

Finished the last of the A/C Chemo, which is the worse so I am told.  This last treatment was the worse to say the least.  It's Sunday night and I'm feeling slightly better. I'm just glad that it is behind me.  I have an appointment to meet with my surgeon on Thursday to find out next steps.

Now, another situation has arised.  My sister Tina, who is taking care of our mom, found out her father-inlaw is in his last days/hours.  So I am asking for prayers for her and her family during this time.  My mom is staying with me this week, so Tina can be with her in-laws during this time.

Thank you all for your love and support.  Hugs and Blessings!

Last Call...

So tomorrow is my last day of Chemo.  Then next week I'll see my surgeon who will decide if he will perform surgery or if I need to continue with Chemo.  I've already started practicing my begging and pleading for the surgery.  If you have any suggestions what I should say to the surgeon, please let me know.  :)

I'm really dreading tomorrow but I'm gonna keep praying for the strength to get through one more treatment.  The fact that the SAINTS are going to the Superbowl is helping ALOT.  It's somthing to focus on that's for sure!  Geaux Saints!  Woot! Woot!

Thanks to everyone for keeping me focus on all the positives this week, especially when we were robbed earlier this week.  It was recommended that I don't post to much information about the robbery.  FYI: We are installing an alarm system this week.

Everyone have an awesome week and I'll try to post later in the week.  Hugs and Blessings to All!

Who Dat Nation Going to Miami Baby!!!

Okay let me give you the play by play.....  My sister Tina called me and said, since Jack is working why don't you come over and watch the Saints play.  I told her no because I didn't feel like going out, but at the last minute (after my nephew Justin asked me to come over) I said okay I'll come over.

So we are watching the game (which is a nail biter), at half-time 14-14, Jack calls and says he is on his way home.   After Jack goes home, he calls to tell me someone broke into our house and robbed us!  Can you believe that!  So I zoomed home to talk to the police.  While the police are questioning us and taking finger prints, we were trying to catch bits of the game which is still on (they didn't take our TV, probably because it's old and heavy).  By the time the police left, the Saints had kicked the field goal to send them to the Super Bowl. 

Emotionally, I'm am spent!  Anxious before the game, mad about the break-in and excited about the Saints....it's too much.  I'm exhausted!   Hugs and Blessings to All!

St. Patricks - A special place.

I miss teaching my Confirmation Class on Wednesdays.  I wanted to let my class know I miss them very much and pray for them every day.  I know the retreat is coming up in the next couple of weeks, I pray the Holy Spirits fills their hearts in a very special way.  To the Confirmation Team may God shine through you to the students.  I love you all and miss you very much.

Also, to my past students, thank you for all your kind messages of encouragement.  They mean so much to me.

I feel so honored to be part of something pretty special at St. Patricks Church.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Sick and tired of being sick and tired....

The one good thing about all of this is the weather, cuz I can't go out any way.  There are so many people who are in a worse situation, it doesn't seem right to complain.  So I'm gonna focus on the positives...

Loving friends and family
My mom for another day.
Jack who is unbelievably sweet
My Catholic faith and belief in God
A roof over my head, especially today with all the storms.
Only one chemo treatment left, maybe.

Rejoice in hope, endure in affliction, persevere in prayer.
Romans 12:12

Blessings and Hugs to All!

When the Saints go Marching In!

Thanks to everyone for the encouragement and well wishes.  Well, I wish I could say the past 3 days have been good, but they haven't.  It seems all the side effects came back, nausea, fatigue, etc.  Today, I feel a little better, but not 100%.

I did watch the Saints defeat the Cardinals, the only highlight these past few days.  Geaux Saints!  I'm counting on feeling better this Sunday when they take on the Vikings!  I'm so happy for the city of New Orleans, that place is rockin right now.

Again, thanks for the encouraging words, they mean so much to me.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Drew Dat!

Gratitude!

Day 2 after chemo and I have to say it has been far better than the last two times.  The patch seems to be really working.  I'm able to drink a lot more liquids which is the key to your recovery from chemo.  I'm not 100% by far better than the other times.  Hopefully my recovery period will be shorter this time.  

Today, as some of you may know was my birthday.  I received some flowers from Penny S and Nancy R which was really touching.  I also received a big beautiful flower arrangement with balloons from Medical Management, which I was truly touched.  Jack suprised me with a cake, which he made himself. 
Thanks to all for the cards and the well wishes.  I'm so blessed to have so many caring friends.

Thanks to God for making this day a nausea free day.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Counting my blessings!

Just got back from my 3rd Chemo treatment.  The doctor examined me again and it looks like the tumor is shrinking.  He was very encouraging.   He said the surgeon will decide after my last treatment whether I should have surgery now or wait till I finish the 12 weekly treatments.  I'm voting for having the surgery as soon as possible. 

Right now I feel pretty good with my patch on.  No signs of nausea yet, but that usually comes later.  The good thing is I'm able to drink ice tea, which I'm drinking as much as possible right now.

I have so many people praying for me, so I appreciate it sooooo much! My sister, mom and nephew (Rob) prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet for me at 3:00 PM the divine mercy hour.  So special!  Thanks!

Love Jesus, love Him very much, but to do this, be ready to love sacrifice more.  St. Padre Pio

Oh I had to laugh when I was in Chemo today 2 patients were having Big Macs!  I thought that was funny.  I  think I might be passed my Big Mac attacks though.  LOL  When this is all over I'm having Mexican Food.


Hugs and Blessings to All!

Another day in paradise!

Yesterday, finally got out of the house to have lunch with a friend.  It was the first time I've been out of the house for several weeks.  It was nice to just chat and catch up with my good friend Janet.  Thanks Janet for you love and support.

Nancy M gave me several samples of drinks (Vitamin water, flavored water, juice,etc) to try this week when I start Chemo.    Thanks so much, something is bound to work!  I also am gonna try iced tea.  I can drink a lot of iced tea too.  What would I do without Nancy, she is always one step a head of me.

Well today, I'm getting ready for Chemo tomorrow.  Got the nausea patch today and put it on.  Hopefully this will help.  Had to go to the lab to get blood drawn.  We are going to the grocery store later today, then out for a nice dinner.   Tomorrow will be my third treatment.  One more after this one before the doctor re-evaluates for surgery.

Most importantly, I entered in the Publishers Clearing House drawing today.  Hope to win that $10 million. LOL

Jack and I took this picture with my phone today, so I thought I'd post it!

Thanks to all for their encouraging words and prayers!!!  Hugs and Blessings to All!

Saturday....

Today, Nancy M, my mom and sister, Tina came by for a visit.  It was nice visiting and laughing our heads off.  Mom looked good, she had eventful week in Jackson with my sister.  She said she made her deposit and came home. 

Nancy brought a beautiful basket of goodies and gift card from Medical Management.  I'm gonna try to keep those treats from Jack.  I think he sneeks those treats when I'm flat on back after Chemo.  LOL J/k.  Thanks so much MM you guys are so special!  I love it!!!!  Miss you too!  Love the cards too!  A special thank you to Patti for the Angel book too! That was very thoughtful.

It was a good day today!  Now off to watch the NFL playoffs!

Blessings and Hugs to All!

Falling In Love Again!

Today, I finally feel like a human today.  I actually have my jeans on today and it feels good.   I still don't have a lot of energy, but it's been better than the past days.

I just want to take some time to say Jack has been taking such good care of me.  I haven't been the most fun to be around lately.  He has been so patient and caring.  I'm falling in love with him all over again.  I'm so blessed to have him in my life and I can't thank God enough for bringing us together.  So thank you honey from the bottom of my heart.

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Let's back up!

Today, I'm feeling a little better.  Although, I can't say this chemo round was better.  Oh well. 

Some people have asked me how the lump in my breast was found.  I thought I posted this, but looking back I don't see I did.  So here goes... In my early 20's when they started really advertising self-breast examinations, I started self-examinations.  My first examine, I found a lump.  I went to my doctor and he told me you have lumpy breasts.  I thought how does he know that it's just a lump and nothing serious?  So I made an appointment with a specialists who confirmed the doctor's findings. Just lumpy breasts.  In 2006, I did find a larger lump, had it removed, it was benign (non-cancerous).  The doctor then confirmed you have "lumpy breasts".    So when I found this lump in my breast I didn't seem to concerned.  But then there appeared an "indention" underneath my breast where the lump was located.  I was concerned and made an appointment for the mammogram.  The rest as they say is history.  So please have a mammogram every year. Enough said...

I'm looking forward to feeling better each day this week.  Thanks to everyone for the encouragement and the prayers.  They mean so much to me.  Also, for the supportive comments! 

Hugs and Blessings to All!

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year to all of you!  I rang in the New Year quietly in bed.  Tonight I'm feeling a little better, I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. 

Looking forward to the coming year and it all it brings.  Thanks to everyone who is praying and offering so much encouragement and help.

Blessings and Hugs!